This quote can't be more dead on. The special:fun:memorable moments enjoy them they are done just like that! Don't look back and regret something you did or didn't do. Enjoy it while it lasts. I sometimes do think what it'd be like if we were still friends, or friends I still have just aren't close anymore. I look back to the beginning of the year and see how different it is from now! Things do change. From hanging out at the Joyner residence everyday, or from watching friends all night to nothing pretty much. I've come to realize how you should enjoy the simple things in life cause honestly they/it can be gone in a blink of an eye.
It may be that I may not be a "good" friend, personally I think I'm not that bad. I can give you hell and annoy you like no one else, or I can make you pee your bed laughing but I can be the bestest friend ever. Being pushed around isn't any fun, I'd be the little dog running around doing things you'd ask, cause I just don't know how to say no. Enough is enough. I was over it, sometimes it's just too far. Why am I writing this?? I have no idea. Maybe just to get it off my chest? Maybe I just needed to type this down and let the cyber world know about shit they could care less about?
I do feel like you've turned me into the "bad guy" people I know do look at me differently now. I do not know why. "3 strikes your out!"
Also, I might not get the little signals. Like, be a good friend and talk to her/him or go ask her what's wrong.
Yea suck at that, but when I do know if something's wrong ill try my hardest to put a smile on my friends face, there isn't anything worse then seeing a friend, family member, or just anybody sad! You always want to make it better! Don't be that person that makes that persons day worse! A simple "hello" can flip the switch!
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Ill just say it. I sometimes do miss you. You were someone I was a 100% confident with (most of the time). The person I've known the longest. Person I'd be with 99% of the time. Grew up together. Watch our favorite shows, be lazy as fuh, spoon all night long, sneak out of the house to see the boo thang of yours. Those were the times. "Shoooooot, ssssssssorrryyyyy." things just aren't the same. Love you, bubba.
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I'm just lost, Lost, lost lost, LoSt
Lost
Lately I've been going thru hell so many dang emotions, it's like I'm a pregnant lady. Just so emotional, why? Don't even know. I just wanna lay in bed, watch friends, eat chips, and drink tea. Help.
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Hugs, best thing anybody can give. Warm, and comforting.
( I may or may not have mentioned this before not sure) Once at a dance concert I was watching the performance I glance to the side and I see the sweetest girl, her hands covering her ears, facing the wall. I just wanted to make sure everything was alright. I go over I ask her if she's ok? She looks up at me brightest whitest smile and says Im good I was just going over my solo. Thank you so much, you are the cutest!" Even tho I felt like a loser, it's better to be safe than sorry! Maybe she was just going over the dance but what if she wasn't? She could have been crying? Having the worst day? That hug could save a life. Everybody needs a comforting hug no matter who the fuss you are, everybody needs em!
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On another note.
Congrats to the 2013 Graduates.
You guys have been such a great example to many people. Can't believe all the smokin boys, and beautiful girls are leaving us. Making us (the juniors) seniors. This is so surreal, can't believe it!
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Sorry. Should have warned ya. If you hate long random blogs then tune out but I wanted to make you suffer. Not sorry!
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Sorry again for the vulgar language.
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Till next time.
Ofa atu.
