it is so hard for me to keep up with
this blogging chit, even though I have so much to talk about i never think of
going out and blogging it. shat.
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my friend desi gave me a slip the other day that read “Hello (: I
would just like to inform you that you are very attractive. Thank you. Have a nice
day. (to keep this going pass the this slip to the next attractive person you
come across)” well the other day during school I was planning on give it to a total
hottie! As desi approaches him I stay back a bit and we planned this all
good and it was going smooth till desi said “my
friend has something to give to you “ as she said that I just froze. See Desi and I have sickness were you turn red and become frozen once a hunk
starts talking to you. So im there totally forgot what i was about to say, so i
awkwardly put my hand on top of theirs as they are shaking hands and say “uhh
no I don’t” him and i have the same
class so as he has the door open i walk in saying “awkward” im just sitting
there SO humiliated and thinking what i have just done. So embarrassed i just
want to runaway to Kentucky and live in the mountains living off of my hunting
skills and the backpack I have on my back. But thank goodness i got over it
saying “he’s leaving this year so its fine.” I eventually got over it. Only if i could be one of those girl that didn’t even have to worry about those things
and could just go up to anybody and talk to them about anything and not caring
about how hunky they are but im not and i hate myself everyday because of it. HAHA just kidding I don’t care im fine with
how my body decides to react around them. (i really am not)
anyways thats it <3
later skitches.
connie
